Love Favors Some

Why is it that when I moved away from home, I didn't leave my demons behind? Isn't part of moving to a new place, part of moving on from what I was? It was my option to leave them behind so why take them? Why? 

In my opinion the intangible demons are the worst, that's what I have. Unlike the tangible ones, (alcohol, drugs, porn, food) there's a book and a plan for those. I have always found God to be the best answer, but sometimes the anger I have at Him is so deep. I just can't go there. I know as a Christian, that's the wrong things to say, but it's a honest thought. It's at this point, I want someone to hold me and say it'll be alright, even if it's not. Unfortunately, that's not usually an option. So Then what? Then nothing! Love just seems to favor some more than others.